I added a couple of chapters to Our Place (yesterday), digging into the story line a little deeper and revealing a bit more about the nature of it's plot. I hope you like it so far.
To add to the little soap opera that has been developing around here, it turns out that there is a cult locally that makes a competitive game out of people's lives in several ways.
The first way is a team based social game where members of various groups try to influence their target in some way or another and trick them into doing things they would not do, or into going against things they've stood for. This game is their "control" game as they literally measure and believe they can control a person and have made it into a competitive game of doing so. This game of course involves the need to keep track of their victims in every way, hence the eavesdropping technology and paranoia.
The second game is one where various groups compete for the credit of their victim's deeds as a means of paying for blood. Usually the groups involved make it a game of doing so before a person leaves an area, as the groups want to keep what good the person has done locally and give it to the person who is staying, meanwhile sending the local garbage with the person leaving. That`s kind of the gist of A Lady's Prerogative: Wounded Aerth. The groups doing so try to make their victim appear to be reactive so that others go along with this ruse. When you leave an area, they take the credit for your good actions while sending their garbage along with you. All of this if you lose their competition. The harassment is likely to get a person open because they want to take from you your ideas and opinions as frequently as they can and attribute them to other people in your vicinity. This is called getting a person open and is a big part of their ideology and their means of theft. Unfortunately because their eavesdropping gets your activities before you publish them, it is as if what you do on your computer is coming from a thousand other computers at the same time, so those looking for the real source of such activities might be misled as to their origins. They actually try to award that to a different person every time based upon seniority in their club or cult. In other words they take it from you before you have the chance to choose how you share it and spread it out amongst a network of people that operates independent of the internet. This independent network acts as a relay that feeds a realtime image of what is on your screen to others. Their machines appear just like yours as the relay appears to be near fullscreen and identical as it is a duplicate of the activity on your screen (much like remote desktop).
The last way involves making others pay for association or membership to a group by paying for their blood. That literally means either carrying the weight for their bad deeds, or giving up the credit for your good deeds to one of them. The group doing so were and are making such a thing more burdensome for others when it involved a mixed culture relationship that they did not agree with. What I mean in that regard is that if the group did not agree with the culture of your girlfriend, they would make her burden much more so than they would for others in order to break up the relationship and to encourage a more acceptable relationship. This is precisely what such a group does in terms of my love interest, first trying to figure out whom she might be and then making the burden bigger based upon her culture to reflect the kind of relationships that they will allow. Because she is Oriental the groups involved made that burden much worse than it normally would have been to both herself and myself.
These are the factors that have been affecting things around here and that is essentially the nature of the soap opera. First of all I would say for certain that nobody is controlling me, and definitely not into creating or writing any of the creations contained here or into doing anything else to contribute or share with the world in general. Most of the people where I'm from are like myself and just trying to share a bit in the interest of giving back and creating prosperity and the people doing this to myself and others are the exception rather than the rule. These groups operate under the idea that it is easier to steal the credit for something that you nothing to do with than it is to do it yourself. If you can fool the public into believing such an illusion, then you've essentially stolen what one person does right out of their hands.
For some people the idea of "control" is a fun role play game. Some adult couples play such games in their personal time relinquishing "control" to their partner consensually then reversing the roles. There is a whole medium of entertainment in the form of movies and games that contributes to that aspect of life and relationships and many couples and singles who partake of such things. That can be quite fun as both partners know it is role play and it is essentially consensual. When a person or a group of people try to do the same thing without consent to another person that is wrong. Using such a means to convince others that you are doing so to someone else without consent in order to steal from that person the credit for their deeds is absolutely immoral and inscrutable. It is unfortunate that there are people where I live that would try to do such a thing but as I've said, they are the exception rather than the rule. I would hope that most people that are into "control" are about role play and not trying to do so for real. There is plenty of entertainment to play as such. Why try to do so for real to someone when you have that as a means without hurting anyone. I am one such person who enjoys such role play and games, but would never try to do such a thing to someone else.
There's a whole generation of women who ended up on Prozac as a result of some people trying to do same thing to them. Why not love your partner and include her mind and creativity in your play.
Anyone who would try to take what you say or do by implying their control over you is the worst kind of thief that there is. A thief of someone else's identity and being.
Sorry that this might seem negative but this is truth and definitely what this cult are doing. I am definitely not a hater or even a negative person but I become filled with the negativity that the groups that do this attempt to fill you with.
The cult in this sense often refer to their activity as blue hell and around here that also includes illegal surveillance as well. The authorities seem to ignore it too. It is a cult that seems to attack you by ritualistic abuse in groups in place of someone else for their deeds. Substitution. And it is very aggressive and unfortunately even some of the authorities seem to ignore it despite the fact that I have no record.
The cult doing this seem to think that I am dating someone that they refer to as "whore" just to let you in on their level of thinking. I am single and have never used the services of someone in such employ but I'd never use that word to refer to anyone regardless. I value companionship in such a way that I would hope that my partner would be committed to one partner as would I and that is what I seek.
It amazes me that people would use that word to refer to a lady and especially if that is her vocation. Words such as that are powerfully stigmatic cages for women, whether or not they are involved in such activity. The point being that when you refer to someone that way, it is stigmatic and abusive. If they were in such a vocation and wanted to change or escape their lifestyle, they could not as the stigma would cage them. It's amazing the difference between how men are praised for their sexual exploits (he's a stud) and women scorned (she's a whore).
The cult doing this look for words like what I just stated above to lay claim to them for themselves, often in order to get off the hook for mistreating women themselves or having referred to women in such a way as with the word "whore".
The cult make it a game of swapping places. They say and sometimes do these horrible things like harassing a person in groups and mistreating them and then when their victim reacts and says something principled and meaningful, they swap places with their victim so that others think the victim the perpetrator and the perpetrators the victim. This is a means of theft the cult operate by. So they might start such a conflict and then when I react in defence of women, they attempt to trade places with me as the source of these words. That is the kind of identity theft this cult is into and about. Trading places in terms of their words and actions with the words and actions of someone else. By behaving in such a way they are creating the ante for this daily game they play and by the end of the day you have to avoid the garbage they've created and avoid having your words or deeds stolen from you. That is wrong! This stance does not change the fact that my love interest is Oriental despite the group seeming to want it to be someone else. I have to look at who accepted me when I was at my lowest to really know a person. Unfortunately the cult that I am surrounded by want it to be someone else and to paint that impression falsely to others despite the fact that I am currently single and have been for four years and two months.
That is actually how they appear to "build" people. Two at a time making it a game for the two to compete for the credit of their own truth (if it is better) or avoid the truth of the other persons (if it is worse). The biggest obstacles to this are my immediate neighbours who literally go all day and night with hate and negativity in attempt to provoke reaction. They want you to be on the "hate" side of things so they can claim that "hate means love", something that I would never go along with unless you are referring to a theatrical performance.
Kind of like the movie The Talented Mr. Ripley though I am not rich and I am definitely not archetypal of the lead role despite the fact that Matt Damon is a great actor and performer. In my case it is like a group of people occasionally share my identity amongst themselves while keeping me laden with that of someone else for whom I receive a sort of ritualistic punishment in their place.
Possibly that is how this cult operate and how they reward success in this game of switching truths, by giving the "winner" short term companionship (I wouldn't put it past them judging by how they treat women) and likely why they would keep you single and nearly forcibly unemployed while they do this to you. Its harder to steal your truth if you have others in your life and easier to steal your portfolio too. Welcome to my portfolio. This cult have certainly made a mess of it in the last year. By mistreating me and often they would make my demeanor appear a bit mean and short tempered by doing so long enough. Nobody would ever believe that I could have written A Lady's Prerogative or Heroes Of Our Own.
That is a possibility of the motivation for the illegal surveillance. That I am being kept under surveillance in place of someone else. I find it absolutely unbelievable that this could happen in Toronto, Canada.
A New Place
I am currently in the process of looking for a new residence in Toronto, Ontario via Craigslist on a very modest budget. That may change with the future possibility of publishing and sales arrangements and by the good graces of my readers and potential customers (another means by which this cult might try to take you apart to others in order to reduce your potential customer base). If you see me coming, note that I don't smoke and am very tame, and am pretty clean with my place despite the treatment I've receiving here. I don't cause trouble and am pretty quiet when not instigated by groups of stalkers. Most of my work is quiet as well (not too much noise results from writing software, blogging or writing fiction and seeking a publishing deal). You might hear the occasional key tapping. I don't have parties and am rarely loud if at all and don't use any substances whatsoever though I occasionally drink. It sometimes helps keep the trolls quiet when you are writing.
Hate is not love and love is not hate (so this is not blue love).
Brian Joseph Johns
